Q:Hello! =) How are you doing, Sheila? My question is, are you into casual sex with fans of fisting? =) Just wondering...
If I’m counting right, I think I’ve introduced at least 10 people I know IRL to fisting
- people who’d never tried it, and in some cases, had never even heard of it before!
(as in they fisted me, and in some cases, went back to try fisting with partners of their own!).
Would that count?
Q:Hey long time to news from. Everything ok?
Thanks for the concern, guys! Long story short, there was a family emergency, and I ended up suddenly being out of the country for the better part of a month. Everything is alright, I’m back now, and I’m starting to get settled in again!
For those of you who’ve been waiting so long for the reposting of the next chapters of the “Plutonian Propagation” story, Mr. S apologizes for the long wait - he got pulled along with me too :p
We’re thinking about setting a deadline of this weekend to post the rest. Edited or not, they’ll be posted tomorrow since we realize not *everyone* is as much of a stickler for exact wording on every sentence like we can be… If we don’t get it edited by tomorrow, we’ll just post what’s already done, and worry about going back over it to make it better later on :)
Oh, and new piercings, anyone?
Not even kidding - they’re so sensitive that I had an actual orgasm on the piercer’s table when he was using a cue tip on them to clean off the marking ink. They’re pretty fun :D
(And I might make a bigger post about the whole experience/reasoning behind getting them later on)
-Oh, and I got a audio recording of me talking to my new gynocologist about fisting and gaping and whatnot. I actually had to *explain* what fisting was :p
Anyone interested in me posting that?
Since I’ve been out, I’m even more *ultra* behind on responding to the lovely private messages you guys have been sending me! I’ll try to spend some time tomorrow digging through my unposted picture archives to see if I can’t find appropriate pictures to go with the responses I’ll try writing out :)
Inflatable dildo & urethral orgasms with a (bigger) sounding rod
This is pt. 2 of the pee hole orgasms video I posted last. Not satisfied with the amount of stretching I was getting from the last rod I used, I decided to move up to using a larger size. And then the inflatable dildo comes out…
Those of you keeping an eye on LegitKink.net might have already seen this one, but for those of you who haven’t already seen it - try not to go too blind! :p
edit: Huh. Not sure what’s up with the way XTube formatted the video. Link to properly formatted wide-screen version can be found here: http://www.eroprofile.com/m/videos/view/Inflatable-dildo
Anyone can have what we have: How I got my kinks, and how an absolute honesty policy led to the best sex of our lives
You also keep saying over and over again “we have by far the best sex of anyone we know… (We talk about this sort of things with our friends openly…)” . Who in the fuck are you trying to fool? Or are you trying to convince yourself of this?
I claim to “know” we have better sex based on the questions we’re asked when people ask us for advice. In our circle of friends, we’re very open with the things we’re into. We’re specifically known for not mincing words out of embarrassment or “awkwardness,” and that is by intention.
Mr. S and I both grew up in sexually conservative households where ‘sex’ was a dirty word and masturbation was ‘gross’ and ‘wrong.’ If it weren’t for the internet, we probably would have stayed that way- but we’re both kind of big online nerds, and so we ended up exploring the depths of internet fetishes together- including a bunch of stuff that we were (at first) both far too ashamed of being aroused by to even consider admitting to one another. There was once a time where I felt ashamed about the stuff I had orgasms to- and if I felt bad for even thinking about that stuff in the privacy of my own mind, you’d better believe I was afraid to talk about it out loud!
A few years ago, after an empathogen experience we had together, Mr. S and I were able to ‘clear the skeletons out of our closets’ in the course of an evening, and from there, we began to experiment with a policy of “absolute honesty.” We’d already swept all the dust from under the rug, so to speak, so after that, it was just a matter of keeping what we already had going by actively trying to always stay honest with one another.
Now, this “100% honesty” policy of ours doesn’t mean that we just say anything to each other that comes to mind as soon as it comes to mind (“You dumb asshole! That was such a stupid idea!” - no.), what it means is that we don’t lie to one another, even when the truth is awkward, or painful, or it’s something we know the other doesn’t want to hear. This includes lies of omission. With our policy, if we think of something, then find ourselves dwelling on why we don’t want to bring up a subject with the other, then it means we *need* to bring it up at an appropriate time.
That’s how I found out about Mr. S’s fat girl fetish (he used to be *really* embarrassed about that), that’s how Mr. S found out about my feeding fetish (something I used to feel *really* weird for being aroused by)… there’s plenty of other examples too (pretty much the revelation of every ‘extreme’ fetish we share is a direct result of this policy), but those are two ‘major’ kinks of ours that we were too ashamed to talk about before our policy came into effect.
It’s not a path of least resistance, and it’s hard at times (especially when you’re voluntarily admitting to something you’re sure won’t get a good response!), but it’s worked for nearly 10 years for us, and it’s directly resulted in us having the most amazing orgasms of our lives on a regular basis since we adopted it.
We discovered that once we were able to talk about a fetish we were embarrassed about with one another, suddenly it didn’t seem so weird or embarrassing at all, and it just became easier and easier.
Anyways- we both started out almost totally afraid to even talk about sex, but after poking around on the internet and meeting people and reading people’s stories (long before I was anywhere near taking up the name SheilaStretch), we came to realize that a *lot* of people, even adults, are absolutely too embarrassed to talk openly about something as ‘dirty’ as sex. A lot of people won’t even talk about sex period, much less get into talking about embarrassing kinks with their partners, especially when they’re afraid it’s a weird kink no one else could ever share!
After we realized that *everyone* has a bit of kink, and that *everyone* has kinks they’re embarrassed about, we kind of made it our mission to act as un-embarrassed about sex and our ‘weird’ fetishes as possible with our circle of friends- maybe in hopes of trying to make it to feel like less of a taboo topic.
When you’re at a drinking party and the mood is right, if an adult couple starts a confident sounding conversation about “embarrassing” fetishes, you’d be surprised at how many people will chime in and ‘casually’ ask questions they might never ask otherwise- and all it takes is one or two people sounding confident enough to make people feel like they should be embarrassed about being too embarrassed to talk about sex like adults (which can lead to them making an attempt to be more confident when talking about the subject to try to fit in with the mood). It works surprisingly well. You’d be astonished at the number of people who’d admit to being into the idea of something even as taboo as bestiality at a random party if the subject is broached the right way…
Anyways, we were doing this long before we started posting online, but after we did start posting, we met some really interesting people- for example, a friend who’s been married for 60 years. He’s been a cross dresser for most of that, but because he was ashamed of it, he hid it from his wife almost the entire time- keeping it as a secret part of himself he shared with no one. That sucks!
For Mr. S and I, we are one another’s “Catholic priests”. We do confessionals to one another without reservation- where we admit to even the things we feel ashamed for even having though of privately- and through that, we know one another better, both in and out of the bedroom.
And that has led to *amazing* sex for us.
I feel like any couple can have what we have if they’re open enough with one another. I feel like if you’re in a relationship with someone you feel you can’t share *everything* about yourself with (even the really dark shit you’re ashamed of yourself for even considering), then maybe you’re not in the right relationship.
Maybe it sounds stuck up, but I don’t think we have a patent on communication. I think every couple can and should have what we have (maybe not our specific kinks, but the level of honest communication), and that’s a big part of why I put so much effort into spreading my kinks around for free like I do.
(The above from a post I replied to on RoganBoard. It seemed worth reposting here.)
SheilaStretch’s feeding fetish via Google Glass?
(This is another post written by Mr. S for a thread over on bbw-chan)
While I do like the idea of girls gaining weight on purpose, I definitely wouldn’t say that I have a “feeding fetish,” even though I do enjoy feeding food to Sheila, who definitely is a full-on feedie. Girls eating doesn’t really do much for me, even though I’ve regged with plenty of sites that have plenty of videos of hot fat girls eating food. It just doesn’t hold my attention.
Obviously I’m biased, but I’ll claim that feeding Sheila is straight-up sexy as fuck. I don’t really know how to explain it- when I feed her food in a place, public or otherwise, she just gets this look in her eye- she has this kind of impish grin that says, “I’m getting away with something I shouldn’t be getting away with” that just drives me crazy. I can’t guarantee most of you guys would be as interested as I am in her reactions to being fed, but I’ve also never seen a first-person video of someone feeding someone else like we’d be able to do after we get Google Glass.
For those of your interested in feeding videos along those lines, I think you’d be genuinely interested in seeing how much enjoyment she clearly gets out of being fed… I’m not even into feeding, and I still get legit boner out of her reactions. She’s just so… deviant about it, I guess would be the word?
We’re not asking people to donate money towards helping us get Google Glass or anything like that. After we put together a site (videos will still be released for free like they are now- we’ll just also sell HD copies for fans who like the idea of supporting the kinks they want to see more of),
if the fetish community likes what we do enough and ends up throwing enough money our way to get Glass, then kickass, and you guys will get to reap the benefits too. If not- big deal, we’re gonna keep sharing anyways. Posting the stuff like we do has spiced up our sex life in waaaay too awesome ways to quit anytime soon, haha!
Fattening up SheilaStretch: A cool story by Mr. S
(This is a post written by Mr. S for this thread on BBW-chan)
So cool story time:
I recently entered a career where we don’t really have to worry too much about the weekly food budget anymore. To you guys, that means there’s a good chance Sheila is going to be getting squishier in the future. If it happens, it happens. No promises- and it’ll only happen as long as she’s into it, but I’ve officially got permission to regularly “stuff” Sheila now that we can afford it. And for the first time ever this morning, Mrs. S and I had a shared forced-fattening/pregnancy/fertility-goddess out loud dirty fantasy talk while we had a morning quickie.
As we fucked, I teased her about how I would tie her down and force feed her to near-bursting “against her will,” dominating her, wrecking her cunt and fattening her body, turning her into a literal representation of the famous ‘fertility goddess,’ to the point where even strangers saw her in public would know what she was- a fat, pregnant baby-machine with a used, wrecked fuckhole of a cunt. I pushed a bit harder on the domination/control aspect than usual (I’m usually a “what would you like to do?” kind of guy, but the domination thing is something I’ve been trying more of lately since she’s discovered she’s *really* into it after talking to people on Fetlife),
specifically the idea that I’d fatten her up to the point where every movement, every jiggle, every time she looked down at her massive belly, she’s remember about how I’d *forced* her to be that way- and she got off HARD. It was *amazing* for both of us.
One phrase I remember using that got a surprisingly aroused response from Sheila was when I said something along the lines of “I’m going to stuff you until your stretch marks have stretch marks, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” The idea (largely helped by the ‘commanding’ way I said it, apparently) was, in her words “strangely enticing.”
It’s kind of a weird situation. I’m into bigger girls up to around Ivy’s size ( http://www.hotfattygirl.com 150-350ish is my sweet spot, I think), and I’m really into the idea of girls intentionally gaining; but I’m also super turned off by people trying to fake fetishes they aren’t really that into, whether it be for money or attention or whatever.
For me personally, I’d rather see no kink than forced/fake kink. Here’s the weird bit, though: I’m super against the idea of women being fed and gaining weight only to please their partners. For some reason, it just bugs me. I hate the idea of a girl feeling like she *has* to get fatter in order to be attractive to her partner. If she’s getting fatter, I don’t feel like I can enjoy it if she isn’t legitimately enjoying it too.
That said, Sheila definitely doesn’t have an “I feel like I need to be fatter” fetish. She’s okay with the idea of gaining weight (she says she likes the image in her head of her at a “fat farmer’s wife” size), and she’s even given gaining it intentionally it a try, but she doesn’t get off on the specific idea of making herself fatter, and that’s just how it is… Well, kind of.
As it turns out, she *does* have a specific fetish for being fed, she *does* have a specific kink for being fed when she’s already over-full, and she does actually get legitimately aroused by that “too full” feeling… She also has a specific kink for being dominated- and get this (just heard this morning)- she’s had specific fantasies about being strapped down and force fed and fattened up (unwillingly, of course) by funnel (it was by aliens preparing her for use as some kind of alien breeder in that particular fantasy, but still…).
This morning, we were discussing the implications our of new food budget, and I tried feeling out her kinks as far as being fed goes a bit better. I know that she *isn’t* into the idea of intentionally gaining via feeding herself, but it’s also been *very* clear lately that she very, very much enjoys it when I force ‘just a little more’ into her after she’s already full, especially if I feed her by hand (y’know, holding out some extra fries for her to eat after she already feels stuffed- that sort of thing).
After writing this all out like that, I think it could be summed up by saying that Sheila may be specifically into the idea of “uncontrolable growth.” Things like specifically wanting to feel her belly growing bigger with a multiples-pregnancy, or being forced to get fatter in a way she doesn’t control- that sort of thing.
On domination and intentional weight gain
So what ever happened with that intentional weight gain plan of yours? Or did you end up bailing on that when no one gave you attention for it?
I actually hit my goal on that awhile ago, but no one asked about it, and I’ve been pretty busy with school, so the target weight kind of came, then went a little past it… I actually am up to 66.7kg (~147lbs) now.
I already decided that after I met my goal, I wouldn’t worry about my weight, and I’d just kind of let things settle where they would… which since I seem to have “accidentally” trained Mr. S to force feed me a little extra when I’m already full (it’s kind of stupidly sexy when he gets this kind of dominating/commanding look on his face, like I’m a little kid who hasn’t eaten all her vegetables), has gone upward a little.
Not that I’m claiming to be specifically aroused by the “getting fatter” aspect of the kink (though I do enjoy playing with my extra squidge, and I enjoy the actual act of being fed, and weirdly enough, I’m kind of aroused by the idea of being fattened up “against my will,” but I think that’s a domination thing? I don’t know exactly…), but part of my reason for not wanting to intentionally gain much more than I did is because we were worried about how much it would add to food costs, but Mr. S recently got the sort of job where food costs aren’t really a major issue anymore…
I’ve stabilized my diet and gotten used to wheat free stuff at this point, and I still regularly drink Mass Gainer shakes- but just not as often as when I was actively trying to gain toward a goal. If I was faking stuff for attention, I’m sure there’s wider-reaching kinks I could fake. I’ve only had maybe 500 tumblr visitors from BBW-Chan in the last month, compared to a combined 10,000 from organic Google searches and direct URL visits alone.
I post even in ‘lower traffic’ places like here (http://bbw-chan.net/bbw/res/145659.html) because I genuinely love it when I get messages from people who PM me to tell me about how they were introduced to some new kink they might never have heard about otherwise by a post I made in one spot or another… There’s an alluring, kind of deviant feel to knowing I had a hand in corrupting some poor, innocent souls >:D
The last of the set from last night. I got a bunch of requests to show off the soles of my feet, so…