Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\) I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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Here’s a few shots from towards the start of the day, and a few more from after our sex shop visit (where I got those sexy looking Fishnets… they didn’t stay up without a garter for very long, though :\)

I’m posting in reverse order, so part  1 is next! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop)

Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html

Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day

Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my

Part 4: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43434291587/these-are-from-after-the-sex-shop-visit-i-decided

Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public

Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable 
(stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)

These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\ I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop) Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable (stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)
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These are from after the sex shop visit. I decided to take off my underwear for a bit of extra fun while shopping. I pumped myself up while people were around me, but my (newly purchased) stockings weren’t very good at staying up on their own :\

I’m posting in reverse order, so parts  3, 2, and 1 are to follow! (And also the audio recording, including the part where I pumped myself up while people walked by in the grocery shop)

Video related (from earlier in the same outfit): http://xhamster.com/movies/1753573/parking_lot_inflatable_orgasm.html

Part 1: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43446807139/heres-a-couple-shots-from-the-start-of-the-day

Part 2: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43443059650/heres-a-few-shots-from-towards-the-start-of-the

Part 3: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43438732519/after-a-visit-to-the-sex-shop-i-took-off-my

Part 5 of this series: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43428316190/these-is-from-after-i-got-home-from-my-public

Hidden audio recording of the event: http://sheilastretch.tumblr.com/post/43450903100/short-version-i-stuck-my-favorite-inflatable 
(stuff like me pumping up with people around me and talking about how it feels)